It has been a tough few months…I will admit it. I miss my mother terribly. And, it was hard because the rest of my family is so far away.
But, worse was the fact that I felt for a while like I had lost all my purpose in life…my purpose was to take care of her - and then she was gone. But, I am coming around.
My daughter, Tara, has reminded me that this is the first time in my life that I don’t have to be responsible for anyone…other than myself. So, I am learning how to think about myself more.
One of the things I am doing is reclaiming my space…and working on finishing up my apartment to be the way I want it to be. I feel if I say something here on my blog then I will be more responsible to getting it finished up.
Knitting has been a stabilizer for me – and I am glad Spring is here and I can be more faithful in attending Mental Health Tuesday at HodgePodge – my local knit shop- and enjoy a day just to sit and knit with friends each week.
My quilting has suffered – and I am ready again to reclaim my quilting space and hopefully get my mojo back…
So, here we go … the next step in my life…